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I’m unsure what he felt when reference of these types of items came up, I do believe he used them and relived memories from them (he talked a lot about people linked to the Virginia Cavaliers Blue 84 2023 NCAA Men’s Tennis National Champions T-Shirt moreover I love this sentimental objects) but I did come to believe he kept them as a trophy of his ownership and the power he had over his sources. The sense I had was the objects (or songs) were simply an extension of his ownership and symbolic of his objectification of his sources; his way of maintaining a psychological connection with and ownership of his source, even when they were no longer a part of his life. I think he found comfort in these items. He would keep a few of them close to him at all times (wearing jewellery or keeping things on display in his car). He even kept little things like hair elastics he would wear around his wrist (belonging to previous sources) or items he would keep in his car like jewellery belonging to ex sources or family members. One day I found a pair of used womens underpants in the one of our spare bedrooms; one of the obvious clues he was cheating. He kept those as a trophy of his conquest and I’m guessing as a reminder and tool for reliving the excitement and power he felt while he was cheating on me.

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